Wednesday, March 19, 2008 Y 4:41 AM
its saddening to know the truth..but on the other hand.. i am glad things are over
for now.. which i know will not last long.. its just a moment of satisfaction.. from you to me..
anyway.. really very hurt momo.. that actually i found out the hidden stuffs.. u left me with no
choice thats why i chose it this way.. though my heart felt otherwise.. i was not willing to let you
go.. wasnt willing to leave you.. but like i said.. i was left with no choice...since u could not decide
after dragging for months.. i hope that day really woke you up.. whether it goes into ur head..
i forgave y0u.. i let u into my broken heart once again.. cos i really felt the love from y0u all
this while.. i wouldnt deny and hide my feelings that this love i had with you is truely deep..
the moment i saw u cried.. my heart went soft and i took back all the thoughts i had
about leaving y0u.. i must said that it was quite a hard time for me to go through it alone..
though i had my frens accompany me..but i guess u really didnt understand how i felt at
all.. though u always say you do.. i do love u lots and can feel ur love for me.. but yet i couldnt
believe u can do all this.. anyway its the past.. i dont wish for any of it to repeat again... i do
love u..
as for the future that lies ahead of us.. i hope u can grab it tightly.. cherish it.. and not leaving me
all alone to push it.. i l0ve you... thank you for everything..
my momo ----> ah ba0..
AMBER.TAN.KAI.YUN.
