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Saturday, May 30, 2009 Y 8:23 PM

going out now.

blog soon when i get pictures ! =)

will our paths meet again?

or i'll just have to accept it . ?

Friday, May 29, 2009 Y 12:16 AM

i think i got the answer last night.
had a hard time sleeping.
woke up and 9 plus in the morning for singing sessions with
xinyi. =)
went for K lUnch. and the food sucks!
felt so moody when was singing.
the songs,the lyrics.OMG.

than shopping time.
spend quite alot.
at least it helped me to stop thinking for like that few hours?
quite useless though.

pictures will be uploaded soon.

im tired.
hopefully, i can sleep well tonight.
i think i need to find things to do.
to make myself super tired. =(

someone spotted u at town.
and i miss that chance.damn it.

Thursday, May 28, 2009 Y 11:58 PM

saturday night pictures at icon.
while one of our friend had some problems.
me and candida decided to take photos.
and some so real kuku ones.

only one pic of myself.and she ruin it.haa.

kuku pics! just playing around. =)

haa.pardon me.

her kuku pic.haha.

and a proper one of us!

never did i expected it all to change on this

night itself. after hearing that you were coming.

i was like so happy.

only to find out that things already were changing.

but i didnt get it until the next day.

last saw u was on this day.

for like 10 minutes?

and that was it.

its been a while........

Labels: on this day. it ended.

Y 11:50 PM

family chalet last week.

da da accompanied me to there.

than left to meet joshua and friends.

da and me.

thanks for the company!

yea yea.

i know i look ugly. =)

cousin.celeste. =)

i still remembered.

u went missing that day.

went to find u guys.when its like super late.

and than home with u.

well,

its not going to happen already.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009 Y 6:46 PM

LAST NIGHT.

sabai sabai and geographer.

drunk.

did a stupid thing which i think made everything worst.

thanks lijun for sending me home.

and sorry for making u fall.

and sorry to "you".

broke down once again.

i just cant control it.

i thought going out to drink would made me feel better.

but i guess nothing will.

only if '' you '' change back to the way you were.

u still left me helpless. i dont know what to do.

even though u contacted me already.

nothing changes.

u made ur stand very clearly.

things arent the same anymore.

why?

if its because of ''that''.

u're leaving me with no choice but to get over it.

i miss the times.

will it all be fine ?

i really hate the feeling.

felt so empty.

so many questions but i dont have the answers to it .

i really want to have a good talk with u.

but u aint helping me.

i still prefer.

when u find time to come meet me.

when u control bout me smoking.

when u call me and talk.

when u talked till u fell asleep on the phone.

when u and me argued bout small little things.

when u always ''make'' me.

i miss everything.

and.

i miss you.

Labels: its tough holding on.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 Y 6:28 AM

i broke down today. idk why.

haven been in the best of moods lately.

and now something else came up. why ?

though im not going to mention what it is. i just need an answer.

i teared. i was shock. it wasnt suppose to be this way.

it was hard for me. truely.

i had to keep everything inside.

only to let it all out during my bath.

i didnt want to let my mum or sis see me cry.

my chip that has been absorbing all my tears.

the only answer is you.

and i hope that i see a msg from u when i wake up.

i tried my best already. not to think and stuffs.

yes yes.

and its hard.

because you were this way.

and suddenly u just gave this sudden change.

mia.

but its not to the extend of 2 nights.

what really happen.

werent it all suppose to be the way it was ?

when u didnt know anything.

when it was still so fun.

though its 2 days.

its been very long to me.

every hour passing.

every min.

but i know that i cant blame u.

i guess after all.

i still will wait.

for how long.

who knows.

only u know the answer.

just praying hard it will all be fine.

dont do this to me.

nights.

Labels: its been a hard long day.

Y 6:12 AM

i stayed at home once again.

today isnt the day for me totally.

okays.felicia updated her blog and i grab this link and

played around with the photos. =)

haha. so fun.

thats me =)

sweetie.

candida & me.

thanks sweetie for the post at ur blog.

i know u're always there for me .

and so will am i.

anything just feel free to tell me.

sorry to shock u over the phone when.

i broke down and cry.cos i just cant control it.

thanks alot too.

for all those that u told me.

and most importantly.

being ALWAYS there for me

LOVES U DEEP DEEP.haha.

and theres the girl.

who's blog had the link to edit this cool pics.

had a chat with her on msn.

and thanks too. =)

for all those talk and i felt better though.

because u went through all this.

ur advice was a great help to me!

i shall see u soon! =)

thanks girls.loves too.

and there at the end of the day.

i still left alone in my own world and thoughts.

kill me =)

Monday, May 25, 2009 Y 5:47 AM

bye bye !

im going to sleep.

the wait is killing me ! good nights !!

will post more pics after i take them from sweetie.

FRIDAY.

met xinyi and lionel at town.

shopped for kenneth's present.

than met joshua and friends at cine.

waited for candida sweetie to come down.

than headed to RESORT.

wasnt enjoyable. boo hoo.

than home sweet home after that.

SATURDAY.

went to meet xinyi kenneth and the rest.

ate and than HALO bar.

headed to ICON with sweetie.

drink & drink.

cousin and friends came.

wanted to go SABAI. in the end.

they decided to go home.

while i went geographer with sweetie.

and home sweet home, =)

a long awaited weekend.

but still it wasnt fun as before.

AND I ALMOST GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT.

THANKS TO THE CAB DRIVER.

I FELL INFRONT.

ENDING UP WITH BRUISES ON MY HEAD AND LEGS.

I SWEAR I'LL FCUK THE UNCLE UPSIDE DOWN IF I EVER SEE U AGAIN.

im in pain . =(

Y 4:17 AM

bored bored bored.

someone went missing once again. =(

wait until so tired.

aww.my cute little pie.

jewel =) my baby.

sweetie & me =)

kuku me.haha.

classic face of the day.

sweetie dont kill me when u see this ! =)

hee.

have u had the feeling of waiting & waiting.

every few minutes checking your handphone

to see if u missed out a message or call.

it wont feel that bad if im outside.

worst part is that im at home.

because.

like i said.

u aint me.

you dont know how i feel.

and sadly.

im starting to think that everything's changing.

Y 4:08 AM

hello. =)

stayed at home on a sunday.argghs

well. overdue pics once again!

sabai.

with felicia.

nice & sweet girl. =)

party world at shenton way.

spot that ass in the background. =)

alex and p'earth.

sabai last saturday.

police operation spoiled the whole mood.

ass.

will it all change?

i hope not. =(

Friday, May 22, 2009 Y 6:34 AM

i stayed at home once again.

its like im having school but in actual fact i dont !

cant imagine why life's so boring. =(

sister just went for her trip to bangkok.

aww i wanna go.!

rot all the way till now.

town tomorrow evening.

plans after that ??

im not sure. great.

its just those down periods of my life.

once again.

its been 4 days.

tomorrow. will i ?

i hope so.

good nights.

Y 12:23 AM

long lost pics.

sweetie's birthday pictures at sabai. =)

Y 12:23 AM

Thursday, May 21, 2009 Y 5:27 AM

i didnt get to go to the beach. =(

in the end was stuck back at home at 2 ??

tomorrow.

im sure another freaking boring day !!

curse&swear !!

you aint me.

you dontknow how it feels.

do you.

bye bye.

Y 4:07 AM

someone promised to meet me today if can.

someone went missing once again.

this time.

not even a single message since 9pm.

till now 4am. wow.thanks.

maybe someone said that just for fun.

at least someone cant make it.let me know.

busy?tired. drop a msg.

dunno where someone go.

if i know where someone was.

i will feel better.

now? clueless.

what else to do than to wait.

i felt dumb.

or rather i am dumb.

cos i forgot that it meant nth to you.

but doesnt mean i feel the same.

its just the feeling.

you wont know.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 Y 1:25 AM

sabai on saturday night.
went home in the morning. =) as mr A owe me and dar dar.
so we didnt waste our weekends. heh.
as usual.
take photos without fail.
fell sick on that day.=( didnt really enjoy.