Tuesday, April 29, 2008 Y 9:03 AM
i am so hurt by u now.fcuking disppointed in you.yes no doubt i still love u so much.yet every of ur actionsmade me beg to differ.first things first..if i really meant so much to you, u wouldnt wait for days to come and find me.and rather meet her. maybe she canconsole u so much better.and u still claim u love me so.i finally saw ur true colours ah ba0.after so long, i knew what type of person u are.i want u back so badly, i need u..yet are u thinking the same thing. NO..u can enjoy urself with her.go meet her. happy right..so now u can do the things u cant last time..even after we broke off, u didnt spare a thought for me.oh.. u think by reading ur blog i wont feel anything?ur s0 damn wrong..what d0 i actually mean to you?throughout the r/s.u werent happy about me at all.u complain n complain.u attitude meu always had something to say when u were in the wrongeven h0w many times u lied to me.u still had excuses.i tolerated, i kept quiet when u scold me.i change for u.just you.so what am i getting back now?to see how well u are doing without me?i know now u wil have ur excuses for meeting her these few days.saying ur sad and u need someone.how will u feel if u see my blog and realise that i have been meeting guys these few days?maybe u wont react to it.. cos i am nothing to you..so are u going to play finish than come back to me?i suddenly have the thought that..u will try ur luck to get her during this period of time..if u cant, than u will come back..for all that i have done.nothing will be appreciated by y0u..u really didnt spare a thought for my feelings.u can be happily 0ut there.not even kn0wing how much i yearn to have u back..becos u cant even be bothered..its very tough period that i have to go through.i know u will get over it fast enough..at this rate ur going..you told me.. u need to rest and consider our r/s..by meeting her everyday.?or are u trying to use this as an excuse to develop morefeelings for her. U WILL NEVER CHANGE FOR ME.. BECAUSE I AM NOT WORTH ALL THE CHANGES..ask urself.. ah bao..how do you treat me as..yes,u are a sweet person no doubt..u can brighten my day up with a sweet msg of urs..are they all true?? at the end of the day,,do i mean anything to you..u say yes over n over again..yet.. everytime..nothing changes..how many promises u made to me..to change to change..u didnt.. i pin to high hopes on u..yet im the one getting hurt the most now..pointless saying all this now..u will never listen n change..ur who u are..its time for me..pls do take kares..i will miss u..whether u even care or not..enjoy ur time with her..sometimes u make me hate u so ..i cry myself to sleep.hoping it was just a dream..its not..ps.i love you.ah bao.
AMBER.TAN.KAI.YUN.
