Wednesday, April 30, 2008 Y 4:13 AM
i may be mean to say this.why do i feel that once u found out that.u n her went wrong, u come back to me?u claim i have no right to care bout u n her.?hello, whos putting me through all this.?did i want it myself? i rather not.why only at this point u tell me that ur might not patch up?so all along ur have the thoughT?u say u dont treat me like a spare tyre.are ur actions proving to me than.u think i would rather step into u n her?i rather not care. but ur didnt even put a clean stopto u n her. yet it drag on n on.u didnt do anything, u avoided it.i have so many negative thoughts.i dunno what to do.someone help me.to szekuan,i really have no idea what secrets ur have betweenyou guys.yes, i admit that i dislike u,same goes for u.that not the point.i am sure u wont like it too if this happens to you.maybe ur thoughts are different.i dunno why u are telling me all that.for what reason.i didnt totally blame u,ah bao has faults too.if u guys really think that u are compatible,i wont be in ur way.i dont want to get hurt anymore.partly cos of ur problem that stands between us.that has been going on for months.i am not being a bitch now.i am just saying.sometimes,yes. i thought of not hating u.cos i cant blame all on u.but since things are put it already in this way.i will leave it for u guys to decide.take kares.i want to get out of this horrible nightmare.wake up and everythings back to normal.please. help me.
AMBER.TAN.KAI.YUN.
