Monday, April 28, 2008 Y 1:53 AM
a whole lot of misunderstanding.u choose not to hear me explain.yet end it and give up so easily.for all the way, i no matter how hard it takes.i didnt give up.yet all u can do is break to solve everything.LIEs. think properly, if i wanted to lie, i wouldnt wait till now.when my feelings are so deep for you.when my i trusted all my love to you.you broke it time n time again.i forgave and forgave.hoping things would change for the better.my heart ached so much when i think ofthe past. what u did. why didnt u question urself?how hurt u done u to me.how i endured everything. by myself.without u knowing.no matter what i say. i know u chose it already.u wont listen to me.its fine already.my conscience is clear. i know what i have done for you.and what i kept to my promise in the r/s.since u chose to give it up.i'll follow suit. u will be happier this way.ever since so many things happen. you will be there for me in the past.where i had problems. we became an itemnot long. we got seperated.all the love, the distrust u had in me.how u couldnt handle what u wanted.how much u hurt me with ur words.how u vented everything on me.i accepted all of it.because i love u so much,i didnt want to lose you.i perservered.YET, now.its over. maybe its time.that i have to let go. no matter how much it hurts.do take care of urself.stay happy. i know u can do it.i cant be there anymore for you.i cant pei u do silly things.childish things. play and talk.i cant yang yang u. sayang ur head.kiss u like nobody's business.i cant go places where i didnt go before with u.i cant share all the first moments with u.thank u ah bao. for being who you are.for caring and loving me so much.i am happy being with you.thank you for leaving those memories in my minda special one. you are special to me.someone whom i treasure so much.someone whom i wouldnt mind doing so much for.please take care of urself.no matter where you are.i 'll be missing you.no one can replace u.u left such a deep mark in my heart.lastly, i really did all my best to love u.tolerated you. i changed so much for you.loved you with all my heart.and even how much u distrust me.i still prove to you that i change.i didnt lie or neither betray you.i am not explaining anything.its the fact..I LOVE YOU. MOMO..
AMBER.TAN.KAI.YUN.
