Wednesday, May 27, 2009 Y 6:46 PM
LAST NIGHT.
sabai sabai and geographer.
drunk.
did a stupid thing which i think made everything worst.
thanks lijun for sending me home.
and sorry for making u fall.
and sorry to "you".
broke down once again.
i just cant control it.
i thought going out to drink would made me feel better.
but i guess nothing will.
only if '' you '' change back to the way you were.
u still left me helpless. i dont know what to do.
even though u contacted me already.
nothing changes.
u made ur stand very clearly.
things arent the same anymore.
why?
if its because of ''that''.
u're leaving me with no choice but to get over it.
i miss the times.
will it all be fine ?
i really hate the feeling.
felt so empty.
so many questions but i dont have the answers to it .
i really want to have a good talk with u.
but u aint helping me.
i still prefer.
when u find time to come meet me.
when u control bout me smoking.
when u call me and talk.
when u talked till u fell asleep on the phone.
when u and me argued bout small little things.
when u always ''make'' me.
i miss everything.
and.
i miss you.
Labels: its tough holding on.
AMBER.TAN.KAI.YUN.
